even if you’re not really sure how interested you might be in someone, it kind of sucks that they aren’t the slightest bit interested in you. consolation prize: according to them you are “cool girl and funny”
being a cool girl and funny is going to pay off eventually i’m sure but i am kind of bitter that i can’t even find someone interested in getting to know me better. i’m having a bitter moment that i am weird too. i just want to be normal enough to not scare people off or that people will actually be my friend too instead of just inviting me by proxy cause my best friend was invited. i’m just trying to think of how different it would be if i could figure out how to properly be friends with people and not be so dang awkward.